skincare declutter, my lockdown goals & microneedling my face! 💦 | WEEKLY VLOG
look what’s just arrived don’t mind me just sticking needles in my face i’m about to show you a sneak peek of something it’s just a right old merry mess i actually think i have some sort of addiction a little christmas jumper what’d you call this for a professional setup very disappointing news hello everyone welcome back to another weekly vlog well clock down round two way here we go buckle on in because the ride’s about to begin it feels like a bad sequel to a film doesn’t it like lockdown round one was okay we all adjusted to it in the end it was quite good people learned a lot about themselves people spent more time at home with their families spent a lot of time outside in the sun locked down round two very different vibes i know i’m being light-hearted about it but genuinely i really hope that all of you guys managed to get through this lockdown stay insane i’m gonna try my best to do so as well i’m gonna try and keep my mindset positive i actually didn’t hate the last lockdown i know i am so lucky in the fact that i work from home anyway so it didn’t really affect my work too much at the beginning it did because obviously brand didn’t want to advertise at all the world was literally so up in the air but then things did slowly start getting back to normal um so i didn’t mind the first lockdown but this locked down i’m very aware of the fact that the weather’s very different now i’m trying to keep that as a really positive thing though and i do feel like it’s working so far i’m not thinking like oh it’s raining it’s really cold it’s horrible weather it’s miserable i’m thinking oh look it’s a lovely miserable day so cozy can stay inside all day and not go around the bend i’m really trying to just adjust every little aspect of life try and make it more positive that’s all we can do isn’t it also u.
s election this week fingers crossed blimey i feel like everything’s happening at once i don’t blame you if you’re feeling a bit overwhelmed right now i think it’s totally okay to feel like that we’ve just got to ride the wave together and see it through anyway monday morning today i am trying to have a productive day later on i’m going to go out for a nice walk this morning i’m actually going to take sunny to a place this morning with my mum because my mum works afternoons so we tend to use the morning to take sunny out and do something together we’re going to take her to this place where they have a little cake truck i know that sounds really weird but they have a little cake truck there and they sell hot chocolates or teas and coffees and you get a slice of cake for two pounds and it’s homemade cake as well so we’re gonna go and have a slice of cake and a hot chocolate and then this afternoon i’ve got some jobs to film i actually planned yesterday all my upcoming ad dates because i have quite a few coming up in november this is a good chance to tell you this actually mostly on instagram across my different platforms really i’ve got a few jobs coming up i’m trying to fit my jobs into november more than december because i want to have december as pure christmas wholesome content i don’t really want to be worrying about deadlines and stuff like that i love working with brands because it gives you a motive and you definitely need that when you’re self-employed but it’s been a tough year so i do want to go a little bit easier on myself throughout december but that does mean that november has a few more ads that i’m going to be posting so i hope that’s all right with you guys i’m so excited i’m looking at the list of brands now that i’ve got coming up and i just can’t believe it i can’t believe one how me these brands are and two how big these brands are and they want to work with me i feel so lucky so yeah that’s the dealio that’s where we’re at i feel like we’re all up to date now on general life i just realised i was really zoomed in for that entire intro sorry for such a close-up on a monday morning nobody needs that today’s outfit is very casual oh what’s happened to me barden oh she’s full oh she’s having a mirror um anyway like i was saying am i actually quite like a ponytail maybe the bum was a mistake like i was saying this sweatshirt is from nike obviously it’s like a towel material i bought it in the summer it’s not very warm so i probably am going to have regrets when i go out but it was quite expensive so i’m making the most of wearing it my flares are from pretty little thing i actually get a lot of questions about these these are my black ones i wear a lot of flares because they’re so much comfier than jeans these are i think they’re called something like the super soft ribbed flared trousers i don’t know i’ll leave them linked in the description down below because they are so soft and comfy i feel really conscious snoozing on camera now because someone commented once saying why do you sneeze so much and i think about that comment every time i sneeze does anyone remember that hiccup girl that girl who constantly had hiccups for a really long time she’s like that’s what i’m gonna be i’m gonna be like the sneezing girl the girl that constantly sneezes how embarrassing also did you know that hiccup girl fun fact she’s actually in prison for murder now so let’s keep our fingers crossed that fab hand doesn’t take the same route first of all the odd bodily function second of all murder not gonna happen don’t worry look what’s just arrived it’s pam shipman i don’t really have much else to say other than i’ve got this mask on also might have the mask of stacy nessa gavin bryn smithy and gwen i actually ordered these for a job i’ve got coming up because i had this idea and i said okay i’ll do this i ordered these masks for it i was a bit eager because then the brand rejected the idea so i actually have no use for these now but never mind i’m sure i’ll use them in the future for something i love pam lots of people say i like pam why does she always hide when we’re about to go out i don’t know because she loves it when we’re out we’re going to go without you come on we’re going to go and open the front door and go with it yeah yeah right if i open the door she’ll come running right we’re off now bye [Applause] here she can you’re too predictable puppy very disappointing news went to the cake stand all cakes are sold out apart from one what was the one that was left bakewell tart gluten-free one so no cakes for us today the queue was really long still as well i think people are gearing up for hot chocolate so we’re just having a walk now okay hot chocolate but at least we’re walking sonny’s got this little bow on her it’s for poppy day here it is it’s got little poppies on it it’s all glittery as well because it’s poppy day this week isn’t it it’s remembering sunday soon at least it’s a nice morning no cake no hot chocolates it’s really warm yeah it’s warm and at least it’s not raining too hot you’ve got your big coat on we’re a bit over equipped this morning i need a gin and tonic rather than hot chocolate happy tuesday i’ve accidentally made myself a monster lunch i’ve definitely misjudged the amount of carrot i needed but hummus carrots a little bit of red pepper that character pepper ratio is just not right a little bit of toast and some nando’s medium sauce it has been a day let me tell you that it’s now ten past six in the evening do you know what i’m blaming trump today is the u.
s election well technically it’s tonight i’m slightly terrified for america not gonna lie first thing i saw on the news this morning was loads of american shops boarding up their like glass windows in case trump gets in and there are riots how terrifying is that obviously by the time this vlog goes up you’ll know who got in but i am keeping my fingers crossed for biden i thought this this morning there are millions and millions of people in america how can donald trump be the best person to run the country you just don’t sit right with me i don’t know much about biden but i know he’s a better person than trump i never talk about political opinions and stuff on this channel i mean i’m pretty sure all of my political opinions are the same as your guys opinions but i just find politics pretty boring to be honest and that’s why i don’t really talk about it anyway enough of that i’ve actually had a really busy productive day today i feel like my vlogs don’t often capture how much work i actually do and that’s pretty much because when i’m vlogging i’m not working do you know what i mean if i’m not working i am vlogging and if i am working i’m not vlogging because you can’t do two at the same time and today has been a pretty full-on day but this evening my best mate leanne is coming over for a pizza i’m very excited for that anyway the news is on behind me look at me keeping up with life just kidding i’m about to change it before leanne gets here i’m gonna finish off my last bit of work and then i’m gonna watch a bit of youtube because i feel like i deserve it at the minute i’ve been listening to jonathan and anna saccone jolie’s new podcast it’s called no kids aloud i listened to it this morning while i was getting ready really enjoy it also sunny’s christmas jumper arrived today i’m actually gonna set myself a lockdown goal of spending zero pounds because i need to 2020 has not been good for my bank account i cannot stop online shopping i actually think i have some sort of addiction like on a serious level and i need to stop because this girl’s saving for a house and i can’t save for a house if i’m buying stuff like this but how cute is it a little christmas jumper i love the frills at the bottom it was from h m i didn’t even know they do dog stuff but i saw it on their website and i was like oh my god i tried it on her today and she looks adorable she’s not going to wear it just yet but when she does i would definitely show you guys okay leanne is here just about to take an insta story of her pizza gotta be done or it didn’t happen yours does look really good leanne’s gone for the double pepperoni tonight i think we said this before but leann’s a papa john’s girl and i’m a domino’s girl let me know in the comments which one you prefer although i know i’m domino’s but that does look incredibly good can i just say i’ll put this on camera people might hate me for it go on but i had dominoes recently right to see i figured out the reason that i don’t like dominoes go on i think it tastes exactly the same as a frozen pizza maybe it does but i like a frozen pizza i think if i’m paying that money yeah why would i eat something like just getting our stuff yeah i do know what you mean but i still love domino’s anyway i have gone for what have i gone for chicken barbecue classic i think i can’t remember what’s on it i think chicken barbecue bacon and i think onion as well looks delish i’ve got two different types of the garlic sauce i think it automatically comes with the special garlic and then i’ve got garlic and herb as well i can’t remember which one i like whichever one isn’t the yellow one is the best one i’ve got a special garlic with mine so if you don’t like your one i’ve got a special garlic and a garlic in her but thanks love and chicken poppers and leanne’s got a bacon and cheese garlic bread lovely aren’t we we’ve proper treated ourselves tonight love a pizza deal bake off gemma collins and pizza and puppies lovely i tell you what my aura’s been off today and i think it’s because of this election it’s giving me the fear it’s actually giving me anxiety although i’ve got the news on right now it is half past 12 and i think biden is just beating trump by a little bit but we’re not really gonna know are we for a while i’m nervous i think whether trump wins or loses there’s gonna be riots and i’m just not about it why can’t we all just have a peaceful simple happy life biden’s votes 50.
2 trump’s 48.3 the stress honestly anyway is there anything better in this world let’s focus on the positive the leftover pizza for lunch i am thanking myself last night for not eating the whole thing not that i could eat a whole large pizza anyway but i’ve still got half of it left shimmering in the sunshine why’d you call this for a professional setup it’s actually a lot harder to take branded instagram pictures than you’d imagine by yourself anyway it’d be a lot easier if i had someone here to help me but i’ve got my light resting up on the camera thing here on the camera thing tripod i mean i’ve got my props i’ve obviously cleared my dressing table so it’s a lot more tidy and trying to focus the camera on the mirror when i’m sat there it’s not an easy task but we got there in the end anyway this little part has been quite difficult to entertain today we have bowdoi the moon bear a small dry shampoo bits of a box everywhere squeaky tennis ball and she’s still not occupied she’s bored now are you gonna have a little nap now please i don’t want to jinx anything but it’s the night before fireworks night it’s wednesday and there’s loads of fireworks going off right now don’t ask me why it’s not fireworks night look who’s not even batting an eyelid and they are quite loud some of them fingers crossed she stays like this there were a few fireworks at the weekend and when they went off we just completely ignored them we sat inside with her i’ve been listening to anna and jonathan’s podcast so there’s been a bit of noise and i’m just not making a deal out of it and she seems to just not be reacting i remember when we first picked sunny up and i was so worried about fireworks night i was looking on amazon at like these calming collars that like release something into their bloodstream i think i don’t know things you plug into the wall good job i didn’t order any because i think if i tried to chill out this dog anymore we’d be having a few issues let me say that i am sad though that there’s no fireworks displays this year we’re definitely not going to do one at home obviously i will have a look out the window at some other at-home ones i’ve always hated fireworks at home i think they’re so dangerous they are terrifying but they do look pretty this year now that i’ve got a puppy i can fully understand everyone who’s got animals how scary it can actually be i’m about to show you a sneak peek of something um it’s very very early days but i’ve spent my evening making a mood board i haven’t made a mood board since literally textiles gcse what i’ve made is just giving me all the right vibes how adorable color schemes cozy vibes i’m here for it remember remember the 5th of november i know the whole month from november is pretty much people just saying i can’t believe it’s november can you believe it’s november it’s november already but i actually can’t believe it’s november i saw a tweet earlier that said it’s march in four months how is it nearly march again this year has been one hell of a right off but at least we’ve made it to the history books am i right people fifth of november today i am about to declutter my skincare because what says guy fawkes like a skincare declutter i did this not that long ago it was definitely this year but it is already such a mess again i’m so lucky in the fact that the products i get sent most of the time are skincare products i don’t get sent anywhere near as much makeup as other people stuff like that because i’m not a makeup channel i haven’t got my own house we don’t really get homeware but skincare i seem to get it every other day i’m so grateful for it i always share it out with friends and family and donate a lot of it as well but i do obviously keep some as well and it’s time for another clear out already there’s probably a few empties in there now to be honest i just love skincare i love looking after me boat race she ain’t that pretty but she’s in good condition so this is my skincare cupboard i have skincare on this shelf and fake tan on this shelf and i got this looking so neat but now look at it it’s just a right old merry mess i also need to put these products away over here i just put it off because i thought how on earth am i gonna fit them in there there are actually four different boxes on this shelf which are like my different categories so i’ll talk you through them talk you through what i’m gonna keep i mean this is still a hell of a lot better than it used to be believe it or not but yeah it’s just not an enjoyable experience reaching for my skincare these days and that’s not a world i want to live in mammoth task here we go here we go here we go mammoth task here we go on a guy fawkes evening well i’m really zoomed in don’t drop it han so the things that are actually all right i’ve taken the four boxes out but i’ve got body butters and body yogurts over here and these are all travel shower gels i’m gonna leave them where they are because they do work there and i do find it actually quite easy to grab one of the yogurts and stuff so i’m now gonna get started on organizing the four boxes so this is the face mask box this is the everyday box this is the randoms not every day but every other day box this is a pile of randoms and this over here i don’t know what that is first of all i feel like the easiest one to start with is going to be the face mask box i love a face mask absolute sucker for it the thing is is i’m looking at my face mask and i don’t know what i can throw out oh this glam glow one might do that tonight actually oh i should have done the pumpkin mask on halloween gutted forgot i had that right so all my sheet masks i keep in this box yeah i’ve got quite a few of them and that little box goes in the side of this box cnx miracle mask oh to be honest i haven’t used it i thought i would but it’s never been used so i’m going to donate that aliaskin love that body shop himalayan charcoal and glossier all three of those firm faves caulda lee’s a good one the kind of face masks i love are ones for like pores and i love like clay masks i’m not really a massive hydration mask kind of gal i mean or am i i love any type of mask but i particularly love clay masks good start han i’ve cleared out approximately one mask it’s unbelievable next box let’s do the everyday skincare this is my fave box i just love the products in here vitamin e cream cleanser i’ve got three of them because i never want to run out the alias skin foam in my cellar cleanser i haven’t actually used this that much so that’s not going to stay in the everyday box i actually think i’m going to see if any of my friends want this because i haven’t used it as much as i thought i would you can’t beat a foam cleanser and this one from the body shop is my fave the fab poor purifying foam cleanser she can stay i think that’s easier if i clear the whole box out and then put stuff back in vitamin e hydrating toner and also the moisture protect emulsion they can stay the body shop skin defense face mist really good for in the summer i’ve also got the lotion version but that’s not gonna stay in my everyday box micellar water that zepho needs to go in there along with my vitamin es resume your positions girls oh my goodness the too faced hangover skincare range is insane this is a gentle foaming cleanser another really good cleanser for when you want to give your face a good eye wash this contraption for squeezing your spots i know that’s really gross i don’t actually think it works that well but i’m gonna keep it it’s quite satisfying two of the best overnight moisturizers are the body shops vitamin e nourishing night cream and the too faced hangover pillow cream this one oh my goodness i treat this as such a luxury face tanning drops there’s defo staying in there and then i’m going to add to my everyday skincare box the origins ginseng eye cream i’ve been really enjoying that at the mint so that can go on the top just like so this box is gonna be a good old clear out i can already tell but i do like those eye gels and i do like all these pore strips too i’m gonna donate this bath powder because i use bubble bath all the time and i haven’t found a use for this yet hand cream she’s gotta stay i wonder if i can fit some of these pore strips into one box because the boxes are taking up quite a lot of room oh yeah i definitely can wow i’m genius there we go all maybe all raised in one little box now these eye gels from beauty bio absolutely love them they come in such a posh box as well how many are in here 15 pairs i’m gonna have to do a pamper night now that i’ve remembered i’ve got all this stuff right these from bolt beauty i haven’t used these i forgot i had them to be honest but i think what i’m gonna do is that they sent these little pots i’m gonna put some of them in each pot and just use a few and then i can donate them because i do want to try them still and then if i fall in love with them i’ll just have to repurchase them and it’s my own fault that i’ve got rid of them in the first place so the filthy clean one i feel like i’ll probably use quite a lot of them now i know i’ve got them anyway i have the worst memory this is why i need to be able to see everything these pots are pretty small maybe i’ll just keep one of these mad about moisture whack some of them in there i’m gonna forget what these are but i can google it when i’m using them this one is vitamin a game little capsules my friend asked me once do you eat these no you definitely don’t eat these you burst them it’s like little pods of serum and then you can put them on your skin it’s basically just a really easy way to carry them and travel with them this one is the glow don’t shine really handy that i can donate these even though they’ve been opened because obviously i’ve not touched any of the actual product what’s next liz l spritzer i don’t use that for years so that’s going soap and glory’s hand food that’s not my favorite hand cream i prefer this almond one from the body shop so that’s going as well and this kills calendula deep cleansing foaming face wash this was 24 pounds so i’m keeping that because i want to use it one day i just never have just pains me that i spent that much on it in the first place so going back into this tub these little drops from dr sturm get rid of the packaging anti-pollution drops glow drops and sun drops this is gonna be quite a random mixture this box but that’s all right also got these capsules from elizabeth arden i love these again i forgot i had them my mum loves these as well so these are going to stay look at that posh packaging isn’t that so swish i think i need to make this box like the face cleaning box so we’ve got foaming face wash this is a cleanser from dr sturm another cleanser as well the pore strips they can go in there the kylie skin foaming face wash and also the milk toner the kylie skin walnut face scrub apparently you have to use a very small amount of this and be light because it really does scrub away your skin i love that but i think people have complained about it a cleanser from kate sommerville oh i love this cleanser from biore this is the rose quartz and charcoal cleanser i’ve just knocked all them serums over lovely this is really really nice super affordable as well glossier solution let’s pop that in there glossier milky jelly cleanser i don’t actually rate that that much my lovely little ferrari she can go in here because these products would love her also i’m going to move the soap and glory cleanser because then i’ve got all my cleansers in one place apart from a vitamin e oh maybe i should move my too faced as well so this is the face cleaning box now if i want to literally clear my face out this is the box i need to go for then that leaves the final box i guess this is now going to be the moisturizing box elemis cleansing balm i’ve never used it but apparently it is incredible quite a small little tub but i’ve heard not to underestimate it that’s going to go into my face cleaning box this is very satisfying organizing all this right moisturizers then let’s go these two products from curiel i got these fairly recently and i did really like them i’ve only used them once but they are a moisturizing lotion and a moisturizing facial milk this miley skin overnight mask i used this the other night and i really really liked it this is the watermelon hydrating mask i need to sort out into eye creams moisturizers and serums god this is an intense task oh i found another scrub the biore rose quartz and charcoal gentle pore refining scrub that’s another one i love that’s going in the face wash box i’m gonna try to link as many of these products as i can in the description but please bear with there’s quite a lot of products i’ve mentioned here these are all just different moisturizers pretty much i like them all fairly equally good golly miss molly i think i’m done oh i’ve got cramping my toe i can already tell it’s gonna be so much better so this box is face masks really handy to have them in boxes because then i can just like pull them out and see what’s inside each box this one is all my face cleansers scrubs and things like that this box is capsules serums and moisturizers also got a spare too faced pillow cream because i adore it and then these are all my everyday skincare products so much better i know it still looks really full that’s because there’s a lot of products in there everything’s a lot more accessible now and organized my tan shelf needs to do it eventually but today is not the day for that stop it i’ve just had the best day of my life guys this jacket just arrived topshop very kindly gifted me this jacket if you’ve watched my previous vlogs you will know this is my jacket cupboard that this black biker jacket from topshop is one of my fav jackets ever this is the same one but in beige and we all know i’m loving a bit of beige neutrals right now so this is like my dream thank you so much to the team at topshop for this i’m going to leave a link to it in the description down below it’s so soft and cozy as soon as i opened it i was like oh i’m going to love that because i love my black one so much i think these are 65 pounds they are such nice quality i cannot even explain it to you guys this faux fur is so soft they’re really warm they’re really nice and thick jackets as well this time of year it’s all well and good looking cute in your outfit but if i’m cold i’m miserable so if i can look cute and still be warm and that is a win-win for me i’m actually obsessed with it i really don’t know how i feel about my hair today i saw this hairstyle on tick tock it’s like a bun with a plait down the front and on the go it looked so good on me i feel like it looks like my year nine hairstyle did anyone else used to have a little quiff at the front and you’d like push it forward so it quiffed a bit or am i just getting old now the idea is nice but the execution hmm not great also just want to quickly say that i got this coat and the black one in a size 12.
i’m usually a size 8 to 10 but i definitely recommend sizing up with this jacket one because i like it really oversized two because you can fit cozy jumpers underneath them when it’s really cold and three because the sleeves are nice and long then as well i’ve never been in love with the jacket before but i am today i didn’t bring my camera but i’ve come out for an early evening walk mostly because it is bonfire night so there are going to be fireworks tonight it’s only about quarter to five right now not even that is it it’s about half full and look at the sunset it looks so pretty i still love this lead this is from my porcelain they very kindly gifted it got sonny’s name on it they do do one that matches this outfit and i just said to mum i’m not gonna buy it my mom said that’s what i always say before i buy something about a week later i’m right i made it but i have actually set myself the goal during lockdown to well first of all i said i’m not gonna buy anything then i’ve changed it to i’m gonna buy significantly your less all cause i want you blimey look call me a keem bean day one of lockdown i’m baking a banana bread i definitely haven’t mixed that enough okay not to brag but i think this might be my best banana bread yet well is it bread is it cake i have no idea to be honest with you excuse the christmas plate actually no don’t excuse christmas plate it is christmas if paul hollywood was here i think he’d give me a handshake because honestly the squidginess in that the smell of banana perfecto what do you mean you don’t spend your friday morning macro needling your own face good morning everyone it’s now friday happy friday it’s not friday when you’re watching this though it’s quite early in the morning which is why my voice sounds like very manly but this morning i’m about to do a little bit of a micro needling as i said i was actually very kindly gifted this set from h beauty which are the harrods beauty range they’ve just opened a shop in lakeside they sent me a whole bunch of stuff there is a video coming on what they sent me because honestly it’s unreal like the best christmas present ever i can’t take myself seriously with these bunnies is it a bunny i started using this micro needling tool last week i tried it for the first time not gonna lie it was very scary but it’s basically like this little roller that has loads of needles in it i think it’s about 270 needles i’m not sure something like that so i was slightly terrified to use it for the first time but once i started i couldn’t stop i definitely used it for too long because i left my face a bit red after it’s an odd sensation but i really like it so it comes with these little skin prep pads they send five of these prep pads i don’t think you have to use these when you use the tool but if you were going to they are quite expensive i did look it up online so if you keep re-buying these prep pads it will get quite pricey but like i said i don’t think you have to use these so i just wipe my face with it i tend to focus on this area around my nose because that’s where i have enlarged pores they’re so annoying tried so many things to try and close them a bit but they’re just not really having it i had never had any sort of micro needling treatment before i didn’t know what it did but it pretty much this is what it says on the back of the box this little tool stimulates the skin and transforms your complexion’s surface while amplifying absorption and enhancing the performance of your skincare results are almost instant skin is visibly firmer softer and refined so basically the little needles where did i read this i think it was online like on the website or something the little needles i don’t want to say cut your skin but they like separate your cells shall we say so it makes like loads of little pathways so that when you use your skincare it properly goes into your skin so if i use this and then some kind of pore treatment it would like double the performance if you know what i mean it like vibrates a little bit it’s got an led light on it doesn’t get hot though it just feels slightly strange like loads of tiny needles in your face but you don’t press them down hard it says the pressure of the like weight of it is enough don’t mind me just sticking needles in my face it sounds a lot scarier than it actually is and you’re supposed to use it for 60 seconds on each section of your face last time i did this section for way longer than 60 seconds probably shouldn’t have done that but i did i look shattered that’s because i am going to sneeze oh my god i nearly headbutted the needles i guess it kind of just opens your skin up for your skincare routine i’ll leave a link to this tool in the description down below it is a bit on the pricey side but if you’re thinking like maybe for christmas or you want to treat yourself or you want to treat someone that you know would love this there is a link in the description down below to it it’s very relaxing and now that i’ve done that and i opened up my pores and my cells are divided i’m going to use this glam glow insta mud pore refining treatment i love this stuff i got this for my birthday it’s a 60-second foaming mask i tried the little sample of this i think it was in a glossy box or something and i instantly fell in love with it i love the feeling of it bubbling up here it goes by the way this is what the inside of the box looks like for the micro needling you can take the head off so between uses you have to wash this look at my bubbles go now i’ve got a recommendation for you guys so it’s on youtube it’s on the foot asylum youtube channel i’m sure some of you will have heard of it but they’ve basically started this series called locked in there’s only been two episodes of it so far i think they’re being uploaded every day but they’ve basically taken 10 youtubers and put them in a house together and they have to do challenges every day they’re in there for two weeks and at the end one of them wins 10 grand for their chosen charity it is so funny not gonna lie i only started watching it because ellen and neal’s in the house and we all know how much i love ellen o’neill i think she’s just the sweetest girl ever each episode is over 30 minutes long about 35 mins so i’m going to link the channel in the description down below i really recommend it i hadn’t heard of most of the youtubers in the house to be honest just because i don’t really watch that type of content there’s a lot of like comedy there’s football channels and stuff like that in there but the people are hilarious they’ve got such a good mix of people it’s so entertaining look at this one i feel like sometimes in pictures she looks really big even on camera she looks massive sometimes i can’t explain how small she actually is she’s she’s a proper little dinky dot she looks like a cat right now what a little angel nothing more pure in this world than that little puppy and the award for the most beautiful loungewear set in all the land goes to lounge again they honestly just make the best loungewear this arrived today i’m actually doing a video with them this month so very very excited i had the package arrived this morning my manager’s actually on annual leave today and i still had to text her when this package arrived to tell her how beautiful it was it’s probably my favorite clothing brand ever it’s just so me i think this set launched today on the 6th of november so it’s probably live on the site right now so the top half comes as a two piece it’s got the bralette underneath this is just the same as the other bralettes they do i’ve got this in grey and now white as well little sneak peek for the whole is so comfortable i wouldn’t usually wear a sweatshirt this cropped because of the bralette i feel more than comfortable in this and then the joggers oh my gosh i absolutely adore this rope string and it’s also got lounge written down the leg i think the color is beautiful this is the olive one it’s so flattering as always it’s nice and fleecy on the inside it’s just perfect everything about this set is perfect i know it also comes in pink i’m not too sure what other colors it comes in but i’m going to leave it linked in the description down below if i wasn’t already lucky enough to own this this exact set would be what i’d be asking for for christmas this year so then lock down has begun i did actually pop to pets at home this morning and i did get mcdonald’s for lunch not gonna lie and driving through my local town it was like a ghost town again it was the weirdest thing you know how it kind of felt like life was going back to normal that terrified me at the time lockdown has definitely made me anti-social no i’m just joking i do really miss my friends i can’t wait to see them when all of this is over even though all of this being over is very terrifying to me even more terrifying than the fact i’ve got to stay in my house for the next month that doesn’t scare me at all i know i’ll be alright with that do you know what breaks my heart is thinking of the old people oh my goodness i actually said to my dad during the first lockdown in a way it feels a bit bittersweet the fact that i’ve lost all of my grandparents because obviously losing family members is the worst thing about life in my opinion anyway sorry i was interrupted by a barking puppy you’re happy now you’re in here with me anyway like i’m saying in my opinion losing a family member is the worst thing about life it’s what i dread it is my worst nightmare is what keeps me up at night but i think knowing that the grandparents i’ve lost would have struggled so much with this lock down i feel a bit relieved for them in a way that they haven’t had to experience this so if you do have any elderly family members left please teach them how to text if they don’t know how to text or facetime teach them how to at least give you a ring that’s easy i’m going to try and use the next four weeks to obviously i’m going to be at home i’m really lucky that i can still work but i want to set myself five specific goals for lockdown i should have thought about them before i turned the camera on right my first goal is to read and finish the book silke’s journey that i bought not long ago i haven’t even started it yet so i want to finish that book that’s my first goal i need to take time out from looking at a screen to do something else second thing is i want to watch at least three movies on disney plus i know that contradicts what i just said but i haven’t watched disney plus for a really long time and i’m paying what 70 pounds a year for that so i need to use that more number three is i want to hmm i want to help my mum and dad complete renovating their bedroom because that is just about to start my fourth lockdown goal is i had to turn my camera off and have a brief interlude because i couldn’t think of any more goals but i’ve thought of two more so number four i want to finish all of my christmas shopping in this lockdown and my fifth goal is to train sunny to let me brush her teeth i know that sounds really simple but it’s a battle let me tell you that much let me know in the comments down below what is one goal that you want to achieve during lockdown don’t try and set yourself five like i’ve just done because i’m probably not gonna achieve all of them and then i’m gonna feel disappointed so just set yourself one goal let me know what it is in the comments maybe it’ll give me a bit of inspo but anyway guys i think that brings us to the end of this weekly vlog thank you very much for watching if you made it this far leave this emoji in the comments down below or just your lockdown goal anyway do subscribe to see my future videos stick around to see if i achieve my lockdown goals spoiler alert i won’t but anyway guys have a lovely sunday or a lovely week and i’ll see you again soon with another little video bye guys what are you barking at say bye oh look at your little face